wat m i thinking?

27 march,friday

Millions of thoughts are running in my mind today...not even in a state to configure them all one by one! there has been a tiff between me n my dad since a month and he isnt talkin to me since then.Donno wats wrong with me these days..m having fights wid every1,my guy,my family,friends,classmates,every1..even had a fight wid a stranger on the road yestday! God wats wrong wid me..wats happening with me! Exams on head,i cant concentrate on studies..just thinkin why me?? there have been so many problems in the last few days..i have lost confidence i myself..i used to thik m a gal wid great patince n great potential to succeed.but since a year everythings goin wrong..any dumbest guy/gal in my class has scored more than me..its not that i cant do it..but m not doin it!! m not giving my best shot..the only thought that watever i do,m noy gonna top it,refrains me from putting my effort! moreover,my emotional problems tops it all..all thanx to my guy..even a slightest fight ruins my mood n day..i keep on missing my sis who recently got married..me n my dad have never got along well..its just that their thoughts n mine never get along..he doesnt like the things that i love! My mom keeps on asking me to compromise..but i know if i wil do it,he will just blast me wid all his frustrtaion of a month..donno wat to do..feel like a loser..

A self composed poem..just for my love.

I know at tyms i have not been the best

And thr were tyms wen i failed ur tests..

There were days wen i was so alone

A couple of sad tyms

wid no1s fault but my own..

I wanna give u everything I can

Anything at all,

I wish I cud b thr to catch

Every tear that might fall..

I may not be the most beautiful lady u see,

But just 4 u,i m being the best i can be!!

I love u even more than u know

Please never leave me

u r in my heart,wherever i go..

Sweetheart pls hold me tight,

Encourage me that things wud b alrite..

That m not wrong 4 loving u,

A person wid whom i can c all my dreams come true..

Seasons will change,that much id true.

But somethings wont ever change..

Like the way i feel about u..

I want to b with u to hold ur hands,

to see ur smile

u are all that makes my life worthwhile!

I cant imagine my life without ur love

And even forever doesnt seem long eunf..

For all the pain i gave u,pls forgive me..

i m true to u n wil always be!

I wont ever forget

the happiness n care u give..

u're my life,my everything

u r the reason why i breathe..

You mean the world to me

Promise wid me,u'll always be..

You are my soul,my heart,

I will be with u,

Till death do us part..

love u...mwaah!